Hey all, just a few updates on my life (like who cares anyway?). I ended exams a few weeks ago, and now I'm back working at e2i which is good, can earn some pocket money. 2 weeks ago I broke up with my beloved gf, because things weren't going well and the r/s was just going downhill. I also saw something I wished till now I did not see. I was really angry, hurt and at a lost. I just kept blaming myself for not seeing the signs. So I initated the break up. I wished, even if eventually this r/s could not be saved, to have settled this face-to-face but alas, she did not even want to meet me to talk or iron things out. 2 weeks to cool down, don't know why I'm feeling emo again. I keep having qns in my head, did I act on impulse? What if I wronged her? Why doesn't she at least clarify things with me? To say I don't think about her, don't miss her, I'm just lying to myself. Two years and almost 4 months... I loved her deeply, but I guess it's not meant to be. It'll take some time to get over this r/s.. I hope I am strong enough.
P.S. Lihyee, if you're reading this, I wish you well in your future endeavours.