Sometimes.. there seems to be so many troubles.. to the point of being suffocating.. and probably a way to relief it slightly is to talk about it.. whether to a close confidante or whoever.. yet when you have someone there to talk to.. you'll just feel stuck. I don't know.. like a mental gag in your mouth.. wonder if anyone knows what I mean. And there are also times.. you'll miss someone so so much, yet.. you don't know how to go talk to person. Isn't the feeling horrible? People say, "Don't waste time on someone who won't waste time on you.". Perhaps it's true.. perhaps not.. but truth be told, as cliche as it may sound, forgeting someone is definitely much much harder than knowing him or her. Or perhaps I'm a tad too sentimental. I don't know.....
Anyway, went out with Jack, Jason, Ziyang and Waikee today to catch MI:III at The Cathay. Told Jason the night before that I won't be joining them for lunch and when I got there, Jack and Ziyang seem to be in a bad mood. The air seemed pretty tense.. even though I just sat down. Turned out Ziyang had some.. er-hmm.. problems, and Jack was pissed cos everyone was late, among other stuff.. Guess the day was set off on the wrong foot and kinda affected the mood among us at the beginning. The movie was great though.. real exciting. Action fans shouldn't give it a miss.
Anyway, I digress, went bowling at Marina Sq. after that and I won all 3 games.. even though I played pretty badly.. scoring a 109, 127 & 114. And Jason should have won the last game had he not "purposely" missed the last shot, or so he claims, cos he heard winner has to buy a round of drinks for the guys. Too bad he didn't whack it, cos it was loser treat.
Had dinner at the Marina food loft.. where I took this pic.....

among others.. this kinda turned out the best lookin' one.
By this time I think Jack was really pissed with Ziyang cos we all wanna come out and have fun and Ziyang is appearing so sullen, and we all wanna help him yet he doesn't say anything. Finally he let it out and we all went to spot at Marina promenade where we helped him out.. girl problems as usual.. and also talked about many other things, from relationships to NS to our poly life. I think we all missed the times we had in poly. Was really fun.. seemed like we had more fun than studying but well, we all gotta move on. I guess many thoughts went through my head today as well..
Just wanna sign off today by saying, problems are there to be solved. Good friends are hard to come by and never never, ever take things for granted, be it your family, friends, partners.. Cos we can never predict the future.