Why do we dream? Why do we dream of certain things of people? Cause we long for them? Or is it the opposite - trying hard to forget about it but back in your mind it's still there. A good friend told me, we dream, especially of things beyond our reach, because we think of all the could-have-beens and all the what-ifs and that it sucks to know what could have been might never be.. I guess it's pretty true.. from some aspects. And sometimes, depending on how you feel about it, you'll prob wake up feelin' like shit after you wake up.

Humans.. prob the weirdest creatures on earth. We listen to sad songs when we're sad, we prob are so complicated that no one knows what's in the mind...

Anyway.. I will be leaving for china tmr morning. Haven't even started packing yet.. Seems like everytime I leave the country I leave with a heavy heart. Maybe it's a coincidence. Well.. my parents are going there to import goods in for their business and I'm just tagging along and helping out. Taking it as a holiday too before enlisting for NS. Maybe it'll be good to get away from everything here. I know it's like a temporary escape. Everyone wants clousure, that's how people move on. But some people would prefer to run away, and it's hard to take for the other party. Hope this trip would be good, even though my mother just told me we might encounter typhoon over there. Wish me luck then..

I'd better start packing or I won't get any sleep tonight.... See y'all when I get back.. Ciao