Hi all! Well this weekend I'll be involved in the army half marathon. Nope I won't be running, but part of the organising. I'll be at the end point of the marathon doing the scoring of the runners. 60,000 ppl for the bay run can you believe?! Yup and I won't be sleeping tonight that's for sure. We'll be going down to marina and gonna be doing rehearsals and set ups there till 3am and gotta be on standby by 4am. This sucks! And god knows what time we'll end on sunday. I hope it's not too late. All these stuff are really burning my weekends and it really kills. I miss my gf! I wish I have more time with her.

These few days seemed to be a roller-coaster ride for me. My mind seemed to be in a blank. I don't know how I should feel. THere's so many things going on. Some things I did, or said, and I regret it so much cos I know it's wrong. I'm wrong to be like that and I so hate myself for being like that. god pls help me!

Life's like a roller-coaster, always having it's ups and downs, guess it's the same for everything else right? There's always challenges, obstacles set in front of us and all we can do is to conquer it and move on with our lives knowing things will be better cos every everytime we fall we gotta pick ourselves up. We'll become stronger after everytime we fall and I hope I can believe this and this phrase I always say "Tomorrow will be a better day!" I hope so..