I feel like everytime I blog I feel down. Well I did mention before this blog was a form of output for me. Anyway, was on duty for the Army half marathon Race Expo today. Was running around and busy the whole day. My feet still hurt from the route march few days ago. Got two huge blisters at the bottom of my right feet and my toe nail cracked too. Life sucks. Most ppl are nice and cooperative but some ppl don't seem to understand english, and they're so god damn rude. Like I owe you a god damn living. Was suppose to spend the day with my gf tmr but guess what? The boss wants all commanders to be down for the Race Expo tmr as well. There goes my weekend, and the next few weekends till those botaks POP from bmt.
It ain't easy to be in a relationship. It ain't easy to be in a relationship when you're serving national service, becos you think of your gf all the time yet you can't be with her. She wouldn't like it too, you not being with her all the time, not there for her when she most needs you. I hate the army, the whole organisation and I hate what I'm doing in there now! We both know what we're in for from the very beginning. sign... Why's there this sense of deja vu? Why am I feeling like this again? Shall not say anymore....