It hasn't been a month since I updated. Guess it's considered fast in that nowadays I only updated once a month or so. Well been busy, haven't had much time to be in front of the computer. Today's my nights off day and I just did guard duty last night. Only slept for an hour and that hour was cos i overslept. Something happened, anyway I stoned the rest of my day today. I have no idea what's going on around and my mind's a complete blank. No... no that's not right. my mind is filled with all kinda thoughts. THese thoughts are like strings and they are all in knots. My heart sank like a stranded ship to the bottom of the ocean. And now I'm falling sick. What a day.
There is so many things I want to say. SO many things i wish i can say but i can't. I don't know what to do I'm so confused. there seems not to be any one i can talk to now. So many things I don't understand.
Btw my birthday just passed, I'm 22 already. It's funny when you're young you're always looking forward to ur birthday cos you're turning a yr older but when you get older you tend not to be so looking forward to it cos well, you're turning older. The ironies of life.
irony..............