HI all, haven't posted it a while. Seems like most of my posts starts with that sentence. I don't really have time to sit down and blog, and maybe it's a good thing that I don't always update my blog. Everytime I do it usually means I'm feeling down and just want an outlet to let go. I remember the reason I started this blog was cause I can use it to vent all the god damn frustrations. I don't like sitting down at a place for too long, I don't like to sit in front of the computer for very long. I seriously don't understand how some ppl can do that.